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Riding a (Metric) Century

It’s 9:55 on a Saturday morning, and we’ve been riding for 2 hours and 26 minutes. We’ve traveled 39.3 miles, and make it to the second rest stop, a park right next to the Syracuse Fire Station, a few miles south-west of Clearfield, Utah. We are soaking wet.

The last time I participated in this ride, I worked up quite a sweat. This time, it wasn’t sweat. We were soaked with rain water. Oh, and the temperature is a balmy 42 degrees. It wasn’t supposed to be.

Riding a century early in the cycling season was a really great idea. We have a significant amount of travel starting mid-summer, and an early century motivates early training. We would be in good shape early in the year, and have accomplished one of our goals together prior to the busy schedule of our summer adventures. I had been checking the weather, and it reported light rain showers and 55 degree temps. Better yet, everything was supposed to clear up (and warm up) by 2pm, allowing a pleasant completion to our victorious ride. It was barely raining at all as we rolled out of downtown Salt Lake City at the official 7:30 am ride start time. No worries, I thought. We can do this.

Ok, back to the wet cyclists at the rest stop. Our stop was brief, as had been the stop earlier in the day. Two years ago I rode a metric century (100 km, 60 mi) during a late snowstorm, and I had learned to get back on the bike as soon as possible to keep our bodies from cooling down too far. We munched a few snacks, and considered our options. We really aren’t the quitting type, and Antelope Island beckoned to us. We decided quickly to head out to Antelope Island as I wriggled my hands back into my soaking wet 3 season cycling gloves. Jess had the luxury/pain of riding with fingerless gloves, and I’m still not sure which was the better option, given the difficulties I experienced.

We headed up the street, being joined by another fellow on his first century. His group had all turned around earlier, but he was determined, and we were happy to have him. Within just a few minutes, I could feel my legs again, and a few more gave me back my arms as well. As we reached the causeway, the smoothness of the road reached perfection, and we made good time out to the island. After a brief loop on the island, we headed back along the causeway. The rain began to let up, and we even paused for a picture.

As we continued our way back to the shore, something horrible happened. I got really slow and tired. A mere 55 miles or so into our ride, and I was bonking. I wasn’t supposed to.

I’ve ridden 4 centuries prior to this one (and that one metric in the snow), and both Jess and I had done decent amounts of training. Our longest ride was up to 70 miles, and had included some climbing. This should have been sufficient training for the 100 miles we had set out to ride. It would have been sufficient, had it not been raining. The volume of water we experienced caused three problems.

First, it made drafting difficult. During long rides, cyclists take turns ‘pulling’ the group, whilst the others hunker down in the draft of the lead cyclist. Add significant surface water to this practice, and each rider gets a facefull of road water and grit, spun directly into the mouth and eyes by the cyclist just ahead. In addition to constantly sputtering the sand out of our mouths, we had to make a real effort to drink enough water to keep us hydrated.

Second, my full finger gloves made eating difficult. I almost always have an open snack in a bar-top bag on my bike, and I snack as I ride to keep my body happy. Given the water, fruit snacks were the best option I had. I did manage to eat them, but each time it required a significant amount of futzing to grasp the slimy, wet snacks with my soggy, cold fingers.

Third, the volume of water introduced new areas of chaffing not planned for. All the usual *ahem* areas were covered, but several unexpected areas became very painful as I rode. We had brought some glide, but by the time I noticed the problem, the damage was done.

As we again reached the 40 mile rest stop (also the 60ish rest stop), we stopped again to re-evaluate our condition. During the time we had been riding the causeway, a significant number of cold cyclists had reached the stop, most in ill condition and spirits. The blessed folks at the Syracuse Fire Department welcomed all of us into the engine bay of the fire department and cranked up the heat. At that point, nearly everyone was working out a warm, dry way to get back to Salt Lake City, and very few were headed back out on the bike.

The timing of it all was very unfortunate, as the storm had just passed us, and beautiful blue skies greeted us outside. Had we not just exhausted ourselves riding through the rain, it would have been a beautiful afternoon for a ride. As it was, we rode our bikes a few miles to the train station, and joined the others taking a similar trip south.

I really do hate to quit. It leaves an uneasy feeling and plenty of second guessing. Failure makes plain our limitations, and that can be an uncomfortable experience. Even with the pain involved, I would rather choose failing awesome over weak success.

On the the train back, we consoled ourselves with our accomplishment of a metric century in bad conditions. We also used the few hours of reclaimed time to see Star Trek: Into Darkness.

Which was excellent, by the way.

 

 

 

 

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A Buzz Lightyear Birthday Party

Surprisingly, we have a little daughter that is obsessed with Buzz Lightyear. Not princesses, not My Little Ponies, not the entire Toy Story Clan. Just Buzz. And occasionally Zurg because, well, they are arch enemies after all. We have a bucket of little Disney figures (purchased long ago for another child) that has a 2″ Buzz Lightyear character. I can only assume that is where her obsession comes from, as her and Buzz have been best friends for months. So, when her 3rd birthday was fast approaching I mentioned the idea of having a Buzz Lightyear party and she immediately agreed! All she talked about for weeks was her “Buzz Lightyear cake” and how amazing her party was going to be. And, amazing it was. 🙂

For the record, I love decorating cakes. Even when I was little, I’d decorate all my siblings cakes with cute little figurines and colored buttercream frosting. Pretty quickly after we starting having kids, we purchased a little cake decorating set and I think I’ve done one almost every year for each of my kids. However, I have this amazing neighbor that pulled off a wickedly cool fondant cake for her daughter a few months ago and I begged her to teach me. So, she did. Voila!

Fondant is really not as hard to work with as you might think – my friend helped me cover the cakes with the two different shades of blue, and my awesome cousins who were staying with us at the time helped me cut shapes, and roll balls. I think it turned out pretty good, yes? Rachel (who had the coolest My Little Pony cake a few years ago) asked me why her and Andrew didn’t get really awesome cakes for their birthdays? Ugh. The bar has been set.

One of our little birthday traditions is that we have a HUGE breakfast. Sam and I (well, sometimes just me) decorate the kitchen the night before while they are sleeping so its “go time” as soon as they roll out of bed. Each kid has their favorite breakfast – and Cara’s this year was waffles with strawberry syrup and whipped cream. Yum!!

Sam & I had a huge hike to go on with the Young Women in our ward, so we postponed festivities until later that evening. We had my family over for dinner, presents, and cake & ice cream. Rachel & Andrew were super cute with their presents! They spent a lot of the morning writing stories, drawing pictures and wrapping them in LOTS of wrapping paper. BUT, it was so cute to see how excited they all were!

We got her a “Big Buzz” and she was immediately in heaven.  Epic battles between Buzz & Zurg commenced.

The cutest thing was that we had to tell her that Buzz couldn’t blow out her candles, she had to actually do it herself.

Party on the inside too!! This is actually super easy to do – you just color the cake batter in a few different bowls and then layer it in before baking.

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Happy Birthday to My Crazy Baby!

I can’t believe it’s already been 3 years! To know she’s my last and watch her grow up is both exciting and sad all at the same time. I have such mixed emotions about my kids getting older. But, then, who doesn’t?! For those of you that don’t remember, Cara’s birth was fairly miraculous. I’m so grateful that she was born healthy, that I was okay and that we both came home from the hospital on time. It could’ve been so much worse.

We have decided that she really is a “silly woman” (which she will tell you on a regular basis). She loves to tease, make silly faces, and talk silly. Sometimes all at the same time. Currently, she is obsessed with Buzz Lightyear (something I find ridiculously adorable) and her favorite color is blue. Recently, she really has loved playing with her older brother and I can even see glimpses sometimes of her little imagination being sparked. Today when she pulled out her 2″ Buzz figurine and Andrew had Zurg – he fired on Buzz and “shot him”. Cara sat for a minute, looked down at Buzz, looked up at Andrew and then said “Buzz is running away! Come get him!” and ran into the other room so Andrew could chase her. I Love moments like that where my children just connect with each other. It makes my heart sing.

Cara also loves her music class,  the plasma car still (and we have at least 3 pairs of ruined shoes to prove it), play-DOH, Duplos, and sleeping in her “fort” that Andrew made for her over her bed.

Although she’s 3 tomorrow we still haven’t made any progress on the potty-training front. As much as I would like to be DONE with diapers its just not happening yet. Sam came up with a great motivational idea today so we might try that in the near future and see if we can make any progress. Mostly I just don’t want to push it and make us both miserable. Our summer is going to be chaotic enough.

I’ll leave you with a few of my favorite photos of her over the last 3 years, because really, what’s a blog post without something pretty to look at?!

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Goblin Valley, Utah

I desperately needed a break from the cold weather and finagled the whole family into road tripping with us to Goblin Valley State Park over what was definitely NOT Spring Break. Yes, I was that desperate. I haven’t been there since I was little, and Sam and the kids have never been, and it sounded WARM. That was pretty much my only requirement. It was the perfect 3 days.

We were really curious how our 2 year old would do in the valley. She’s not a huge walker – often getting tired fairly quickly, and then she wants “uppies” which results in us carrying her 40lb little body around on our hip. That gets old pretty fast. We got to the valley pretty early and she managed to play/climb her way across to the semi-canyons on the other side and back before lunch. It was only AFTER we had dinner and went back (so I could get photos in some GOOD lighting) that she had a complete melt down. See below. Lesson learned. 2 year olds do great as long as you don’t push it.

Rachel and Andrew did fantastic. If you ever want to keep two children occupied for HOURS, get 2 way radios. The rule was that mom & dad had to keep one, and the kids could share the other. We figured that way it would be easier to keep track of them. bwhahaha. Our morning was punctured repeatedly by “mom! Come find me!” over the radio.

We also made it over to Little Wildhorse Canyon. The kids didn’t make it up super far, but thought the slot canyons were pretty sweet. Our saving grace was that we made Cara ride in the backpack until we reached the slots. By then she was just plain done riding, but she got to walk during the most interesting part and didn’t wear out to quickly.

 

 

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Cara Ellie

I have so much to be grateful for on Mother’s Day this year. I am alive. Our daughter was born on Saturday, May 8th at 6:12pm. She was born at 36 weeks and is a solid 6 lbs and 18 inches long. She’s doing amazing for how early she was born. She’s eating & sleeping like a champ!

I want to thank everyone that has kept us in the prayers over the last few days. It’s been a little sketchy, and all your words of love and encouragement on facebook, twitter, and text messages have been greatly appreciated! We’ve had some questions about what happened, so here it is if you’d like to read on…..

This delivery took us completely by surprise. On occasion, over the last few weeks, I’ve woken up in the morning with some pretty severe cramping on my right side that radiated over the top of my uterus and under my ribs. This was usually accompanied by nausea, but if I lay down I’d feel better by about noon and be able to get on with my day. Friday morning I woke up with the same pain/nausea but it didn’t get any better.  By Friday night I was in pretty severe pain, but thought that if I could just sleep it off I would get better. By about 4am on Saturday I pretty much thought I was going to die. I called my OB’s after-hours office, and the on-call doctor immediately recommended that I go to the hospital and get checked out. No worries. We figured we’d make sure the baby was okay, see if I was dilating (I was up to a 3 as of the previous Monday at my regular appt), get something for the pain and head home.

Only, you don’t just “head home” when the nurse starts using words like “gall bladder,” “appendix,” and “surgery”.  The nurse examined me, tested my urine, and sent off some blood samples to the lab. After receiving the results from the lab, my doctor came in and told us the bad news. My blood work was abnormal, and it could be a couple of different things. My placenta could be having problems (ie tearing), I could be showing signs of preeclampsia,  or I could have a problem with my gall bladder/appendix. Because there was no way to really diagnose while I was still pregnant he said he would deliver the baby and then we’d see if the pain went away (something wrong with my placenta) or if the pain continued and it was something else.

I was officially admitted, they started me on pitocin, broke my water, but also put me on Magnesium sulphate (which actually slows down labor) to keep me from seizing and to help with PIH or pregnancy induced hypertension. So, it took awhile. I’m grateful that my epidural also numbed the cramping pain in my side, otherwise it would have been a completely miserable experience. My amazing photographer friend Jami came to take birth photography photos, but unfortunately had to leave about 45 min before I actually started pushing. I’m grateful she was able to come and capture photos of Sam & I as well as just hang out and keep us entertained while my body figured things out.

Cara made her appearance at 6:12pm after pushing about 3 times. She started crying immediately (which is a great sign!), they got her cleaned up, I held her, and then she was having a bit of trouble inflating her lungs so they took her to the nursery. She promptly fixed herself and started breathing just fine. What a great little girl!

Meanwhile, the pain in my side returned immediately and I, once again, thought I was going to totally lose it. The doctor gave me some morphine  to help with the pain, they drew some more blood to test, and we waited. My mom brought Rachel & Andrew to the hospital to see their baby sister, and they were so excited! Unfortunately, I was still feeling awful at this point, so they didn’t stay long, but I’m glad they were able to come for a little while.

My blood work came back with my platelets still low and my liver enzymes still elevated. At this point, the doctor knew I had developed HELLP syndrome.

Preeclampsia is “is a disorder that occurs only during pregnancy and the postpartum period and affects both the mother and the unborn baby. Affecting at least 5-8% of all pregnancies, it is a rapidly progressive condition characterized by high blood pressure and the presence of protein in the urine. Swelling, sudden weight gain, headaches and changes in vision are important symptoms; however, some women with rapidly advancing disease report few symptoms.”

HELLP is severe preeclampsia. I didn’t have any of the normal signs, such as high blood pressure, or protein in my urine, I went straight to the dangerous high liver enzymes & low platelet counts. HELLP can lead to a liver rupture, seizure, coma, or death. The scary thing, is that women still die from this disease today. If you don’t catch it, if you seize out, if you start to bleed and can’t stop…. And, the only effective treatment is to deliver the baby and then let mother nature take its course.

They would have delivered my baby no matter how far along she was to save my life. I can’t express my gratitude to a loving Father in Heaven who helped my body fight this long enough that I could safely deliver my baby girl. I’m so grateful she doesn’t have any complications, I’m grateful we caught this before I took a turn for the worse. I’m grateful to just be alive.

The good news is that I am feeling much better. I got an IV injection of morphine about every hour until 1am last night and then the pain finally started receding. My blood work Sunday morning came back still abnormal, but that was to be expected. They will be drawing & testing my blood again tonight, but the doctor expects things to be looking a lot better. He said that its the first 24 hrs that can be scary, and then you’re out of the woods. I’m still on magnesium sulphate and its doing weird things to my vision and pretty much stops me from keeping any food down, but I’ll take it. I should be able to be off it by about 6pm tonight and then I can eat & see again! Pretty excited about that. I’m really just dealing with “normal” post-partum-ness now, but I have percocet & motrin to help with that. 🙂

Most women don’t think that dying could be even a possibility with childbirth. We have such amazing advances in technology & medicine that it seems like an antiquated notion. I still am having trouble wrapping my mind around the concept that I could have died. It scares me.

So, today on Mother’s Day I’m grateful to be a mom. I have 3 beautiful, healthy children. I have a husband who loves me. I have family & friends that are doing anything and everything they can to help us out. I feel so blessed and loved. Thanks so much for all your prayers & thoughts on our behalf!!

P.S. I’ll have more pictures to post soon, but I’m on my hubby’s Mac and we don’t get along so well. 🙂